little things

Lat week I had this dream where I could see Maddie's outline on my belly and she was streching her arms as if just waking up and I made sure that I counted 10 fingers and 10 toes and she was so beautiful. I could see her so clearly, but instead of being creepy it was amazing, when I woke up I felt so serene and happy it is hard to describe.
Last night when Jeff had his head on my belly I had that same feeling. He put his ear on my buldging belly and started talking to her and she started kicking and moving and he could feel it and it was just so beautiful. I don't think I ever felt so happy.
In the meantime getting bigger is not helping me pack. The apartment is all in boxes andI feel totally helpless because I can't do much. My back starts hurting after I pack for about an hour and I can't bend or pick up heavy stuff. My feet swell and hurt and I feel really bad that Jeff has to do most of the work by himself.
But I am very excited that we are moving.
that being said I don't have much time because I need to get my little share of packing while I still have energy.

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