just another hot day

Another great muggy day in NYC.
Weekend at Getaway was great, a little boring but very relaxing.
I was very excited to drive up there by myself ( well with Dino and Bobby for great company). It was the first time I drove for so long and am very proud of myself. There was no accidents on my part except for getting lost a couple of times but at least now I know I can handle driving in NYC. In a way it makes me feel better about being a mother- I still doubt sometimes that I can do it.
Some days I feel like can't wait to meet this baby, some days I am not so sure. But still I am very excited about it.
Sometimes I feel so tired I am not sure I will be able to handle it. sooner or later everything turns out to be ok.
I feel much better now that I went to the doctor's office nad met the nurse- I liked the staff and the place now I just hope I like the doctor as well.
I think I have been feeling him kick in the last couple of days. It feels like little flutters in my stomach but it may be just my imagination and it is only gas. I can't wait to find out what it is.

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