Psychoanalysis??

I get to see a psychologist today. Or a psychiatrist- never really figured out who is who but it doesn't really matter any way.
My mood swings have hit an all time high and I think I need some help to handle all the up and down and in between.
The Dr sounded very nice so I am actually looking forward to it.
Baby shower preparations are going great I just mailed out all the invitations and am looking forward to it.
Meanwhile little Madison Lorelai is kicking and kicking- I understand you're bored, honey, but have some pity on your mommy's tummy- it's enough that it's sticking two feet infront of me. I enjoy looking at my tummy and waiting for her to kick because it makes funy movements- no freaky legs or arms yet, but I feel like that's her way of talking to me. She kicks and I poke her and we are playing already.
I really can't wait to meet her. I am sure it will be awesome. I already have ahole list of things I want her to try- swimming, dancing, tennis, playing the piano, drawing and I wonder what she would like best.
There she is kicking again- I guess she knows i am talking about her.
sometimes I wonder what it would feel like if she can hear my toughts and I ca hear hers- that would be so cool.
I have been really wacky dreams- wackier than the first trimester's. It's very entertaining. and contrary to everything I read I have no problem sleeping. May be I am not big enough yet. Although if you ask me 20 lb should be enough weight for me to loose sleep over. Everyone says I'll loose it really fast but I am afraid that I would have a sack of potatoes for a stomach for the rest of my life.
It's funny really because every time I look down I get surprised that my stomach is sticking out. I don't feel it beeing so big. then of course i do feel it every time I try to bend and relaize I can't do it any more.
Well, gotta go. I am seeing my thrapist- I just always wanted to say that.

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