Hard to get around

Still doing pretty good except that it's getting hard to get around. Waddling is not one my favorite exercises and it takes forver to get anywhere. The ligaments in my hips hurt and my pubic bone is in pain, i am guessing because she is pressing on it.
Other than that I have no major complaints. I seriously think sometimes that she grabs my bladder and squeezes it like grapefruit just so can make me go to the bathroom 2 minutes after I have peed.
I had a weird dream last night, where although the baby was not born yet I knew it was a boy. When I woke up I had this feeling that it is a boy and now I keep calling him in my head. As strange as it seems I felt disappointed that it wasn't a girl. That and what I am going to do with all the pink clothes I have.
I have been sleeping well and having dreams about the pregnancy and labor. They are not scary just bizzare but usually make me feel very calm and secure about labor.I think my body knows that I am in my final weeks and nearing labor and my mind is entering the final stages of getting ready as well. It's quite an extraordinary experience. I feel like my mind and my body are communicating in my dreams and each one is telling the other- everything is going to be OK. I have no real idea of what labor would be like but I am not scared. I see it as a challenge that I will have to go through and that it will feel great after I am done.
For me it's like another step i need to take on the journey of finding myself and becoming the most that i can be.
Jeff and I took Peter and Margaret's kids to the Bee movie this weekend and it was quite a learning experience of what to expect. Jeff looked so cute with Eowen. I think he should have a girl first, that's another reason that I would be disappointed if we are surprised with a boy. I know we both said we wanted a boy first but I got so used to the thought of having a girl that now it seems weird that it could be a boy.
I am officially in the 9th month and really ready to go. I have 3 more weeks of school but after that that baby better comes out. I can't wait to be able to cut my toenails without getting into yoga positions. And I am eager to meet theat baby.
It has been a long journey so far and there is still the final stretch which is not going to be a piece of cake. But it's been quite amazing. The changes in my body aren't even half of what i am talking about. The way I have come to perceive the world and myself has changed tremendously and it's very fascinating.
I have come to realize many of my issues are because of my parents and the unhappy childhood I've had. and surprisingly the moment you relaize why have a problem -half the problem is gone. It's like someone lifted up a dusty curtain and a whole new world of possibilities is revelaed.

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