Here we are back to rainy and crappy NYC. The weather in CA didn't treat us very well also. It's good to be home after such long and stressful vacation.
So far everything is back to normal. We haven't had any scary episodes, the flight back was pretty uneventful.
The whole drama in San Diego,however, put everything in very different perspective for me. I cannot stress about the laundry or the dishes, about what has to be done around the house or what i want to go do. My little girl is more important and she comes first. Her nap times are more important than phone calls or visitors, her being happy and healthy is a priority far before what's cooking for dinner or we want to take a trip.
I cannot anticipate her crawling or speaking or eating solids. Every day is a battle and a miracle in itself. I now enjoy every second i spend with her without thinking " oh, i have to make that telephone call" or " i need to fold the laundry". Everything can wait.
On a funny note i now see pregnant women and feel nostalgic for the days i spent with my child still in my womb. I think i am ready to have another one. And I think it would be good for Madi to have some company as well. I would probably like to wait till after the summer though, because my big belly doesn't enjoy he heat.
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