Happy mother's day to everyone who is and ever will be mom.
It is the most wonderful and most horrendous feeling ever- being a mom.
The past four and a half months have the most wonderful moments of my life thanks to my little girl who makes every day a new miracle.
But for the past few days being a mom has been horrendous and scary.
Madison had a seizure last Thursday and spend a few days In San Diego Children's hospital being poked and tested, kept hungry and sleep deprived. There has been nothing harder to watch and live through. Just seeing her little body surrounded by numerous doctors and nurses with needles and IVs and not being able to do anything is mind numbing.
she is now doing fine. She will be on medication for a while. It's a medication that prevents seizures and in the meanwhile she will continue to be tested and poked and probed. The EEG and MRI in the hospital showed nothing wrong so we don't know what caused it.
She is now back to her normal happy self but very tired and sleepy- side effects from the medication.
The feeling of seeing your baby like that is ineffable and i wish that no one ever have to go through it.
Happy Mother's day!
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