Upping the meds again

Well  i thought that may be, just may be we can tell the doctors we want to experiment and may be go off the meds since we are not sure they are doing much, but after another fit this past sunday we are instead going up half a pill. 

Her blood level of depakote had gone down probably because she grew, so they think tha's why she is having seizures again. I just keep thinking about the 3 months we had seizure free and wonder how can we get there again.

But is i am to prove that the meds are not working then i guess i can try going up the dose and see what that does.

Apart from seizures she is doing fabulous. Getting more and more fascinating every day. It always amazes me that I can tell her something and she understands me. It's so rewarding and so much fun to play with her.

Daddy's gone again. Off to Las Vegas this time. I don't think he reads my updates anyway.

Oh well, at least we'll have peace for a few days again. I hope Madison does well. she doe miss him when she is gone. So do I... but then it so much calmer  around here when he's not around.

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