Sunday, August 26, 2007

The mood rollercoaster

The greateest week of my life isover and now I am back into the slumps of feeling not so great. I wish it could have lasted longer but like every good thing my good mood came to an end.
Now it makes sense to me why my doctor asked if I get depressed when I told him I get really bad headaches. As soon as I start feeling blue my head starts splitting in two and I get hot and cold flashes- it feels like way too ealry menopause but at least I'll know what to expect when I am 50.
I am seeing the doctor tomorrow so hopefully he'll have some kind of solution up his sleeve, and on tuesday I should finally have the answer on the never ceasing question of whether it's a boy or a girl.
Baby shower is set for the 21 of October- a little earlier than planned but hey whatever makes everyone happy. I have decided that I want to make my own invitations and am currently fighting with all the creative program's in my computer to figurre out how do make something decent. I think that should be something fun to do, some kind of excitement in the midst of School and writing papers about the Jewish sufferings for the past 3000 years.
Now that we had a week of cool rainy weather I can't wait for the fall so I don't have to sweat out of my ass every time I go outside.
Still a little worried that I am gaining more weight than I should but I try to go to the gym and I 'm sorry that I won't be able to go to Lori's prenatal yoga any more b/c my membership at YMCA expires on Labor day- now I'll have to find a different prenatal yoga or try to motivate myself to do it at home.
Really looking forward to moving and to going to San Fran- that's the excitement I have between regularly taking fish oil and carefully stepping on the scale, holding my breath, and trying not to look at the numbers zooming in front of my eyes.

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